Monday, June 26, 2006
the living dead
that's what i feel like. the squid just called to check on me. she said my voice was so much better, she could actually hear me.
i had rosemary for a nurse this morning. she's very nice. she's one of those people who can call you "hon' and it doesn't bother you. she's a grammar school nurse. i was asleep when she came and i didn't know what day it was. she was reminding me to get my bloodwork done and i said, that's monday. she informed me that it was monday. i was all confused.
i think i slept through the night. that never happens. and i didn't wet the bed, yay!
the coughing helps clear my lungs but sometimes i get so that i can't stop and that's when i wet myself. besides just peeing in my sleep. i'm sure the doctor would give me something but i don't want to go there. who does? my doctor is very nice, but still i don't want to go. i always feel stupid at the doctor's. like i'm not sick enough to be there. i used to have a doctor who would prescribe over the phone. but i don't think they do that anymore. they want the money for the office visit.
i broke down and wrote a bad check at the grocery store. i just couldn't face a week of pasta and rice. i got some tortillas,salsa, cheese, creamer, fudgesicles, coffee. i got all the things to make mac and cheese except the boxes of mac and cheese. i got solid white tuna for a dollar. some mayo to mix with it. i'll get a service charge from the store and from the bank. but there's nothing i can do about that. i can't believe that i forgot the mac and cheese mix. duh. i knew i should have made a list. i probably would have forgotten it anyway.
i feel kind of weird today.can't quite pin down what it is.like i'm waiting for something to happen, but i don't know what. i don't have anywhere else i have to go. i feel like i'm forgetting something. i'm nervous and anxious. oh, prns! prns swallowed. they should help within half an hour. maybe i should start chewing them so they'll work faster.
Posted by Lisa ::
8:41 AM ::
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