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Tuesday, October 31, 2006 hurrah!!

it not only didn't snow, but it's short sleeve weather.
the hurrah part is about the condo. i got something in the mail saying that if i didn't pay my back property taxes by today, they were going to sell my condo. the barbarian took me to the clerks office and we worked out a payment plan. a big load off my mind. the woman there was very sweet. i expected some hard nosed witch. was pleasantly surprised.

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Friday, October 27, 2006 the S word

yes, sunday, they're calling for snow showers. and high winds. 40+. i don't even have my air conditioner out of the window.
it's anything but quiet in here today. some people bang on the keyboard so that you can hear them ten feet away. that drives me nuts.
i read about babs losing her franky. my heart goes out to her. i know he will be sorely missed. he was lucky to have babs.

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Thursday, October 26, 2006 Big News!

the lawn ball is gone! and i had nothing to do with it. yay! hurray! maybe it was murdered, though i heard no gun shots. strangled perhaps. drop kicked. lethal injection. whatever, it's gone. and i'm glad.
i'm addicted to buffalo wings. the frozen ones. tgi fridays?
just wanted to check in see how everyone was.

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Tuesday, October 24, 2006 tuesday

hanging out at the library again. it's really hard to concentrate here. the phone ringing, people talking. the people at the table next to me won't shut up.
on the way home i'm going to the grocers and get some buffalo wings.
my nephew got me some chocolate for my birthday. it's so rich, i won't need another piece for a month.
my other nephew didn't come over this weekend like i thought he was going to .
okay the buffalo wings and a cigarette...

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Monday, October 16, 2006 the big 40

it's ten-thirty. i just remembered it's my birthday. that's right, the big 40. drat! i don't want to turn forty. i'm totally against it.
i spent the weekend in bed watching movies. old movies. the kind that violence is only a smack in the jaw and sex is fade to black. i like the innocence.
i have this craving for M&Ms. i'm going to stop at the little store on my way home. haven't had a craving for chocolate in a long time. must be halloween coming on that's doing it. yeah, that's it.
my heat came on this morning. although it was set below fifty. i hadn't planned to turn it on before november. trying to get h on IM. now that i've remembered it's my birthday, i want someone to wish me a happy birthday. my sister's birthday was yesterday. i didn't get to talk to her. just left a message on her machine. wanted to bring her a cheesecake but short on funds and they're so expensive.
the more time goes by, the more i miss ella.
though i may not be leaving comments, i am reading your blogs. just don't know what to say.

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Thursday, October 05, 2006 wednesday, october 4th

i wish i had taken more pictures of ella. the last one that i took was of her asleep on the back of the chair. i wish i had a full face picture. i don't understand why i can't cry. i think it's one of meds. i feel guilty because i haven't cried over ella. i've cried over mice and lizards but i can't cry now. the cat i've had the longest, 17 years, has died and i can't even shed a tear. doesn't seem right. i miss her terribly.
i get to see sean tomorrow. that's the plan anyway, i hope she doesn't cancel. she'll be away next week. in Boston. i'd love to go to Boston with her. she's about the only person who feels safe enough to say that about. i haven't been to Boston in years and years. the only thing stopping me from going is me. i wish i could just drive there. i wish the bus was a possibility, but i couldn't stand being on the bus that long. sitting next to a stranger. no, no, no,no.
i think there's a coup going on here. against talksalot. they seem to have a big meeting going on next door minus me and talksalot. who knows what they're talking about. if i thought living in a condo was going to be like this....

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Monday, October 02, 2006 six days

since i lost ella. there's a place in the bed and a place in my heart. no cat will ever be so sweet. boo hasn't left my side since ella passed.i guess she has one less body to share with.
don't feel much like blogging.
think i'll stop at the grocer's and head home. again thanks for all your good wishes.

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10-16-06

just came back from taking lydia to work. first it was just taking her to work, then she called and asked if i wanted to go to coffee first. me? turn down coffee? hahahahaha
after we had coffee, we decided we were hungry and went down the street for lunch and then i took her to work.
we talked about going to Six Flags on halloween. i don’t know if they’ll be open then but i’ll have lydia find out. she doesn’t mind making those kinds of calls. i think the thing about lydia is that when you’re with her, she makes you feel like you’re her best friend.
you know you’re not but she makes you feel that way. it’s a gift some people have. i wish i had it.

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