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Wednesday, June 07, 2006 is anyone else...

experiencing blogger as slow as a constipated snail?
it's rainy and gloomy out there today. suits my mood.
every day that goes by, it sinks in more and more that i'm not going to be seeing sean anymore. it really stinks.
my pdoc called this morning to see how i was doing. she heard about sean and wanted to make sure that i'd make it to my next appt. without her. she asked if there was anything i needed and made me promise that i'd call her with any problems.
the barbarian just called. i made a plan to meet with her tomorrow afternoon. i'm not sure why. she's all right but she's still the enemy- management.
oh fuck, this is hard. i don't think they know what a blow this is to sean's clients. dumbasses.
i was going to go see h's father in the hospital today, but i'm just not up to it. i'll call him later.
i have to go to the nurses office because regular nurse didn't have all my meds this morning.i have to get the clozaril. i don't feel like going. but if i miss two night's worth of it, they have to start all over with it. i don't' want that. it's taken this long to get near the recommended dosage.
boy, this day sucks.

Posted by Lisa :: 11:50 AM :: 3 comments

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