Monday, November 07, 2005
i'm really a mess. one voice just keeps telling me to go out and get several packages of sleeping pills and the other voice is telling me that i can't leave my sister.
i put in a call to sean but i think she's gone for the day. sean calms me down. she is probably the safest person that i have in my life right now.
trying to catch a couple of people on yahoo IM but they're not coming on. thery're either hidden talking to people or offline.
i just feel so destructive tonight. i suppose if i could just go to bed, i'd be all right. but i'm not sleepy or tired. my mind just keeps racing. what can i do? what can i do for my sister? and i come up with nothing except giving her money.
this day sucks.
Posted by Lisa ::
5:15 PM ::
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