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Saturday, November 05, 2005

My brother


he's older by eight years. and i don't like him much. when we were growing up he had a terrible temper. he beat on us. not the regular older brother play punching or anything like that. but real beating. i remember one time, he had my sister up against the refrigerator and he was choking her. fortunately her boyfriend was there to pull him off. my mother was off at the bars a lot so there was no one to intervene but the tenants. the man chased him away many times.
he's not like that anymore. but when i'm around him, i'm still afraid. so obviously, i don't like to be around him. and i don't like my SIL much. she's very pushy and can't stand silence so she says a lot of inappropriate things in trying to fill it. my mother used to call her a bitch and i'd stick up for her, which didn't go over well. but over the years, i've stopped trying to make excuses for her. so i avoid both of them. the only thing is that they have a wonderful seven year old. and if i could see him without seeing his parents it would be great. my brother doesn't even know where i live. and i'd like to keep it that way. so it's really only my sister and me left. i guess that's why it upsets me so much when she acts strangely.

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