Friday, May 19, 2006
oy vey
well i met with pam (sean's co-worker) today. she said something about sean being on a paperwork mission. the only thing that i can think of is that her paperwork is way behind, and they're not letting her work until she's caught up. i asked pam when she thought sean would be back and she didn't know. i think they should have at least let her call her clients and let them know when she'd be back. i think it's mean to let people wonder and worry. i worry that she won't be back at all. all this is making my stomach hurt.
the weekend. no nurses. thought maybe i'd call my sister and ask her if she would like to go to wallyworld. i need cat things. though i have absolutely no desire to go out. but if i wait, i'll have to go by myself. although if i go myself i can get some sleeping pills. just to help me relax this coming week, not to overdose on. but my sister wouldn't let me leave the store with them. no matter what my intention.
i feel lost not knowing when sean will be back. sorry to keep going back to this. it just has me really upset. i plan to sleep a lot next week. i'll go see the squid but i don't have any other appts. i'm supposed to call the pdoc's office and reschedule my cancelled appt but i think i'm going to let that slide.
Posted by Lisa ::
4:23 PM ::
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