Thursday, May 18, 2006
going squirrely
yeah, still worrying about sean. that idiot who dismissed my question as to if she was all right is pissing me off. you can't just turn your caring off and on. well, maybe some of her clients can, but not this one. why do weird things happen just when you need them not to?
there's a really nice breeze this evening after a warm day. there's a spot of unkown origin on the couch cushion. i'll have to find out tomorrow whether the couch is still protected under warranty for that. i paid extra for that. then i'll have to call them. there's a stain from ollie barfing on the other cushion.
everything seems like such a mess.
talksalot is next door. i can't take her again today. once is more than enough.
*the next morning*
they just called to cancel my pdoc appt. said she was very sick and wouldn't be in today. i'm sorry she's sick but glad that i don't have to go. now i'm deciding whether or not i want to meet sean's co-worker for coffee. it's a rainy, yucky day and i'd just as soon stay in the house. i've got a little while to decide.
i guess i'm going to go. i haven't been anywhere but the convenience store since monday. and i don't plan to go out over the weekend. i haven't taken a shower so my hair looks funny but i don't care.as long as i don't see anyone i know. then i can get a junk food lunch on my way home. i swear this clozaril is making me crave junk food. not good. bad for me and expensive. i really want some cheesy poofs. i can't remeber the last time i had those. years and years. and i had a dream the other night about cotton candy. something is wrong.
okay i have to leave to meet pam. not looking forward to seeing anyone.
Posted by Lisa ::
5:52 PM ::
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