Saturday, February 11, 2006
post grape nuts
just had a bowl. something sean and i got at the store. it's been years since i've had them. they're yummy. now i'm drinking iced COFFEE. i guess they'll be no going back to sleep for now. woke up at about two thirty. i don't know why, just woke up. none of those dreaded dreams. weird ones, but not the ones that i've grown accustomed to having. or i should say, not grown accustomed to. i'm grateful.
whatever was fubared with blogger before seems to be fixed.
i need that BB gun again. ducklady obviously got a remote car starter for Christmas. and she backs in, so this little red light is constantly blinking in my face everytime i look up. i think i could hit it from here.
i was a good shot with a rifle a few years back. H. and i went up to his father's and put targets on the trees and soda cans on a ledge. i did better than he did for a while. beginner's luck. it was odd picking up a gun. odder now, because i can't imagine picking up a gun now. when i was really suicidal, i thought of those guns in the attic. but i didn't know where the ammo was. though he told the social worker that he had taken the firing pins out, i didn't believe him. not sure why, just didn't believe him.he eventually took the guns to his father's. i can't imagine what it was like to live with me then. pretty awful, i would guess. of course living with him was not easy either, but for different reasons. bygones...
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