Tuesday, November 29, 2005
one of the cats keeps insisting on sitting on the keyboard and it's driving me crazy! i know she justs wants attention but why does she have to want it when i'm doing something? stupid question. she's a cat.
a couple of people asked what ECT was. it stands for electro-convulsive therapy. they basically make you have a seizure and it effects the part of the brain where depression comes from, hopefully getting rid of the depression. after several "treatments."
i'm trying to imagine what it would be like without depression. i've had it since i was a little kid, 6 or 7. i've never known life completely free of it. and i think if ECT could do this, it would be worth it. i had a doc suggest it over ten years ago and thought he was an idiot. i thought, how barbaric. but it's changed a lot since then. i don't know. i'm getting desperate here. i'm either alseep or crying. though i manage to hold it together when i'm with other people.
Posted by Lisa ::
2:42 PM ::
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