Saturday, November 19, 2005
i talked to marsha and i won't be going to the office anymore. someone will just come in the morning. she kind of talked me into buying some klonopin. and Babs told me that you can go into seizures if you stop it abruptly. i don't want that. then i won't be able to drive for six months and that just wouldn't work.
i don't know what the hell they're having for dinner next door, but as soon as i walked in the front door i could smell it. that must mean that they get stale cigarette smoke over there. don't feel good about that. it's the first time i've smelled them cooking. smells good. especially to one who does not cook. i used to cook. but now that it's just me, it seems like a pain in the neck. i kind of miss cooking for people. H. would eat anything that i put in front of him. fortunately, i'm a decent cook. i do miss having real dinners.
and i do miss the old house so much. i wonder how long that will take to fade. it's been almost a year. and this is a nice condo. i was lucky to find it. but it's just the same as owning your own house. of course, there aren't as many headaches and worries, which is good.
so, talksalot (alias busybody) was next door today after they got furniture delivered. i swear she just went over to see it. always knows what's going on. for someone who is always talking about how busy she is, she has a lot of time to look out the window.
i wish that i could be having coffee with sean right now. sometimes, i think i depend on her too much and that i should ask for a different worker.just something that keeps flitting through my mind. i don't know....
maybe i'll get a chicken for me and the cats for thanksgiving. they deserve treats. don't think they'd like the mashed potato and stuffing but i would. i love mashed potato. i'm a little worried about thanksgiving. i won't see anyone the whole day. and all you folks will have things you'll be doing. maybe it would be a good day to clean.
Posted by Lisa ::
5:25 PM ::
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