Sunday, June 11, 2006
new day, old shit
same old crap. missing sean, not wanting to go out. though i have to go to the nurses office this afternoon for a check in. and i have no food in the house so i'd at least have to go to the convenience store. tried to take a nap. didn't happen. so i'm making more COFFEE. that should bring me just a twinge of glee.
oh joy, oh joy! the COFFEE tastes good. iced, of course. it's a lot warmer outside than it is in here. i kept the house closed up now the doors are open and it's getting warmer. that explains the ducks cleaning their pool. i wonder if i gave them five bucks each time i used the pool if they would go for that. could make for an expensive summer. maybe i'll get one of those sprinkers they have for kids and run around under it. talksalot has a kiddie pool. one of those hard plastic ones. i guess that's an option. but i want to go under water. that's hard in four inches of water in a pool too small to stretch out in. swimming just doesn't work in those conditions. i'm sure that talksalot would let me borrow her pool though without the five dollars.
oh geez, there's an older guy walking down the street who really should have a shirt on. my living room is perfect. i can see out just fine but no one can see in.
oh dear, apparently chuckie just used the litter box. excuse me a moment...... situation contained.
i don't know what made me think of it, but i'm thinking about the bitch who bought the house. and how i could have gotten more for it if i'd gone with a different, more experienced real estate agent. thinking of that is no use to me now.
i keep dropping things. have i said that already? my hand twitches and then i drop whatever is in it. i'm going to have to talk to the pdoc about that. i dropped a cigarette the other day and that scared me. and i keep dropping water bottles. whatever is in my hand. i looked up the side effects of the clozaril and it didn't list that. but leave it to me to have some weird side effect. i think i'll call the med clinic tomorrow and see if i can talk to the pdoc. i know they have a pill to control the drooling and for the stiff muscles. i don't know if it would work on the "dropsies."
i have to go to the nurses' office in about half an hour. i'm glad it's not going to be nurse no name. it's going to be rosemary again. she's pretty cool. we always find something to laugh about. then it's back to regular nurse in the morning.
the squid comes back this week. i'll see her on tuesday. i'm kind of relieved. someone who knows the situation and i can talk to about it. or try to talk to. she and marsha are the only ones who seem to realize how crushing this is. i think i see marsha on tuesday too. maybe i should make sure of that tomorrow. don't want to show up if she's not going to be there.
time to leave. not looking forward to going.
Posted by Lisa ::
12:27 PM ::
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