Wednesday, February 15, 2006
no sean
sean is out again today. i thought i could go to my pdoc appt. without her but i was getting really anxious so i rescheduled it and called and left a message for marsha telling her that i wouldn't be in. i feel better now that i've done that.
unfortunatly, no sean means no condo fee, no food, i have a feeling that she's going to be out the rest of the week.-p0bbg (that was ella) so what am i going to do? i don't know yet. everything is such a mess. i'll have to talk to someone at sean's office tomorrow to see about getting some more food for the cats and maybe something for me. i wish that damned check would come in the mail today. i'd be so happy and relieved. i know that i just need to call the blathering idiot but i can't bring myself to do it. if i don't call, i have the hope every day that the check will come. if i do call and he tells me it's going to be another two weeks, i don't know what i'll do. other than obviously reach through the phone and wring his neck. called the fucker. he's not done going through the paper work that i gave him. said he should be finished tomorrow. well, that's enough to make me cry. now we're looking at a another ten days to two weeks. i was very polite and didn't call him an incompetent asshhole. dammit! what the fuck am i going to do?? right now, i'm going to take some more klonopin.
the bank is going to call me again. i'm not answering the phone unless i know who it is. this all pretty much sucks.
Posted by Lisa ::
1:55 PM ::
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