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Saturday, December 10, 2005

i had some nice dream-free marshamallow. i guess i got so upset this morning, it made me tired. i'm still upset but more worried instead of devastated. i trust things will work out with the nurses. at least, i think i trust it. it's hard to trust anything sometimes.
i've had my two glasses of iced coffee, now i'm ready to go back to sleep. but i'm going to try staying up instead. the idea of a pizza sounds good. i'm not hungry now but i will be later.
i was really lazy using my asthma meds yesterday and i woke up about one am having a hard time breathing. i used my rescue inhaler and it seemed to take forever for it to work.but it finally did and i went back to sleep.
i keep having variations on the same dream. in it, i'm trying to find my mother a place to live because i sold the house. lots of guilt there for selling it, i guess. on the first of january, i'll have been here one year. i wonder when the dreams will stop.

Posted by Lisa :: 2:35 PM :: 3 comments

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