Friday, December 23, 2005
fuckin' blogster
they deleted my whole account. now i can't even add comments without creating a new account. which i am not going to do.
stupid ass dumb fucks. dumb ass stupid fucks.
i slept all night last night. from about ten-thirty to five-thirty. i didn't get up or wake up once. and boy was i sore this morning. i'm not used to sleeping wihout getting up a few times. my joints were really hurting. and i mean really hurting. i can imagine what i looked like trying to walk it off.
i just got off the phone with my sister. she sounds a bit better today. but she's terribly worried about losing her job if she takes a leave, which one of her friends suggested. i asked her if she thought she'd be better off in the hospital and she said there are no beds in Massachusetts. she overheard them at the hospital trying to get one guy in and there was just no place for him.
she has to go get her meds and medication for her dog. and i wanted to say that i'd do it, but i just knew that i couldn't. i feel like such a loser. she needs me to do these things for her and i can't do them. i told her the first thing she had to do was get her meds. so she was going to work on that after a shower. i so wanted to say that i'd take care of that.
she's so confused about what to do about bumblefuck. she said that she loves him dearly but getting back together just surprised her so much, she doesn't know what to do. she has no idea how much money she has in the bank or what bills she can pay. i wish i had money to give her so she wouldn't have to worry about that. everything just seems like a fucking mess.
Posted by Lisa ::
12:45 PM ::
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