coming and going


Wednesday, November 30, 2005

well, sean was supposed to be here at eleven. she called at ten of 12 and said that she was home sick today. it ticked me off. i hate it when she does that. she could have called earlier so that i wasn't sitting around waiting for her to show up. but i can't stay mad at her. i'm over it already. we made a time for her to come up here tomorrow.
poppers are calling me, it's awful! will i ever be free of them???? why couldn't i be addicted to something cheaper? like, say, uncooked spaghetti? fast and easy. i think i'm going ask sean to come grocery shopping with me next week. i have an old salad and most of a pumpkin pie (which my nephew made from scratch and i mean from scratch-no canned pumpkin). i should have gotten some bread when i went to the convenience store for over-priced cat food.
i'm so pleased with myself. i thought of something to get my nephew's girlfriend for christmas. a victoria's secret gift card. got to do the whole thing on line and they're going to mail it to me. yep, very pleased with myself. all i have left is to get my sister's gift and i know what i'm getting her. though i feel odd about it because i know that she can't afford to give gifts this year. she was talking about giving a Lowe's card she has to her son and his girlfriend because they're always fixing up the house. and she was talking about using gift cards that she has from Barnes and Noble to purchase newer gift cards. i feel really bad for her. she shouldn't be giving things that she's going to need so that she can give gifts. i don't know if jackass is not paying his share of the bills or if she's saving her money or what. it's happened before that when he was in one of his moods that he kep his paycheck, uncashed. but kept it away so that she had to try to pay the mortgage and all the ulities all by herself. fucktard. i told her when we were on the phone last night, that i'd come pick her up but i'd just beep if he was there cause i couldn't guarantee that i wouldn't say something nasty. nobody messes with my sister and totally escapes my wrath. i've only been nice to him for the last 15 plus years because she cared about him. i've never liked him. especially when she'd talk about things that he's done to hurt her. i've had as little conversation with him as possible. though he did help when i moved. he was nice that day. drove the uhaul and everything. i don't think we could have done it without him. and i would have been stuck driving the truck. which i've done in the past and i hate. he could be nice when he wasn't moody. but god, look out for his moods. i'm so glad that she's going to get away from him. she didn't talk about the whole thing that much last night.

Posted by Lisa :: 12:36 PM :: 4 comments

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