Monday, January 30, 2006
i want to cut
i just told someone that i was okay. but it wasn't the truth. i want to cut really bad. i don't have any razor blades but i've got a utility knife with fresh blades. but i have to get my blood drawn tomorrow. and if they can't get a vein in one arm they're going to try the other. and on that one, i'll have a bunch of little bandaids holding a cut together. i wish i didn't have that appt. tomorrow. that's the only thing that's stopping me. it's bad enough for them to see all the scars but to see a fresh wound, i don't know where i'd end up with that.
Posted by Lisa ::
8:30 PM ::
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