Tuesday, November 01, 2005
i just came back from meeting with the squid. as i sat there, i thought about telling her that i refer to her as the squid but decided against. as usual, her hair was sticking up. but today it was sticking up in quite a few places. i looked at her hair everytime i went to look at her. i couldn't help it.
i feel lousy again today. i think part of it is the time of year. this was the time four years ago that i knew that my mother was going to die. that she wouldn't be going back home again. she didn't die until the end of December, but i knew. she didn't know. she was still fighting. but i knew it was a fight she couldn't win. that morning in early October when i called the ambulance, i never thought that she would never make it back home.
Posted by Lisa ::
10:10 AM ::
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