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Saturday, July 29, 2006 it happened again

this is about the third or fourth time this has happened. i was standing by the counter and my legs gave out. first they started shaking and finally i ended up on my backside on the floor.almost in the litter box. i try hard to stand up but i just can't. i have no control. i looked yet another time at the side effects of the clozaril. one of them was quivering. that's a hell of a quiver. i'm worried about it happening when i'm out somewhere. that's another reason not to leave the house. great.
mustard stains? but i didn't have mustard today, or yesterday. i have spots in exactly the same place on my shirt that i did yesterday. what the hell? finally figured out they were from my precious oranges. i dribble a lot.
well, i might get my chance to go swimming. there's a place called musante beach that the barbarian asked me if i wanted to go to. there's also a YMCA pass. so i could go with or without the barbarian. but i don't have a bathing suit. i haven't been to the store recently, they probably have all the fall clothes out.
eww, i just looked in the box from the food pantry and they gave me canned green beans.I HATE CANNED GREEN BEANS! i love fresh ones. steamed with a little ginger. i'm going to h's father's house wed. for dinner. h and i are going to doing the cooking.
he has this new friend that he met on the web. yesterday he told me that he fell asleep during a deep kiss. i tried not to laugh too much. the good thing about IM is that you can LYAO without the other person knowing.
i'd kill for a pizza long about now. the only thing about the food pantry is that you get a lot of canned stuff, vegetables and fruit, but you don't really get meals, except for the macaroni and cheese. which is what i'll be having tonight. i wish it was Stouffers but it's out of a box. should still be good.
no cleaning yet. spent the day napping.
my sister is being weird. i left her a message on wednesday or thursday and i haven't heard from her. i asked her if she wanted my extra a/c and asked her when she got married. i haven't talked to her since the beginning of the week.i don't know why she's being so secretive about the whole thing. to not tell your sister that you got married? that's just weird. the only reason i know is because she was talking about the doctor putting the wrong last name on her scripts. the whole thing is very weird. like she's embarrassed about the whole thing. i don't know.just plain weird.

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