Friday, July 28, 2006
i raided the penny penguin
dreadfully in need of cigarettes, i broke into the penguin. he's about two feet high. the whole at the bottom is meant to put sand in. i drilled a hole in his head, filed it into a slot, and in the pennies go. anyway, i didn't think that i had much but it got me over eight dollars at one of those little coin machines.that's two packs of cigarettes. yippeee! and there are more pennies in there.
today would have been my mother's 72nd birthday. i don't really feel anything about it. never been one to let anniversaries get to me. if there's a time that gets to me it's early winter, watching her die just after christmas. i should go to the cemetery to clean up the graves. my dad's is always well tended. he's in the same plot as my grandmother, grandfather, a great aunt. my uncle keeps it nice. but there's my mother's, my brother's and my grandmother and grandfather's. my sister won't go to the cemetery and i know my brother doesn't so it leaves me. but i won't go on about that. but if sean was still around, i'd ask her to go with me. if i moved with my trowel, i have no idea where it is. but i don't want to go with the barbarian. she's all right. i'm starting to like her a ilttle more. she's starting to get my sense of humor. hell, sometimes i don't get my sense of humor.
the squid will be back on tuesday. doesn't feel like it's been two weeks.sometimes when she is pondering what to say, the expression on her face looks like she's trying to open a pickle jar. i guess that would make me the pickle jar.
even with sean gone, i'm starting to feel better. the magical clozaril. i actually feel like cleaning the apartment. i think i'll tackle that this weekend. the nurse will faint on monday. though it won't be regular nurse. she'll faint on wednesday.
the severe thunderstorms we were supposed to have never appeared. it's cool enough now though to have just the fan on the a/c. and the front door open. the only cat who's out is ella. so i can't go to bed until she comes in.
no nurse tomorrow so i get to try to sleep late. yay!
Posted by Lisa ::
6:45 PM ::
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