Friday, May 26, 2006
COFFEE with the barbarian
it wasn't so bad. god, i miss sean. the barbarian said she didn't have any updates. i didn't bother to ask, she volunteered. i figured if she had anything to tell me, she would. this really sucks. i'm sure you're all tired of hearing about it. but it's my blog and all that.
i'm lost without sean. truly lost. she knows me so well. the barbarian, she doesn't know anything about me. it's like starting all over again. i put on my best pretend face with her this morning. i don't know how many times i can do that.
i am so fucking depressed. i want to cut. no blades, just a dull swiss army knife. this fuckin' sucks!! i don't know what to do.
my friend Lydia and i are supposed to go for foot long hotdawgs this evening after she gets out of work. i don't feel up to it but i'm going to go anyway.
talksalot just came to the door. she said the condo fees are going to go up in the fall. fabulous. she also said that they're looking into adoption. i thought i was safe from kids here. at least they're way at the other end. i like kids, i just don't want the noise.though i suppose the roos will be having kids at some point. then they'll be right next to me. i don't like noise. blech!
i'm going to take a nap.
Posted by Lisa ::
9:51 AM ::
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