Wednesday, January 18, 2006
just another day
went back to bed after the nurse left. i thought she was never going to leave. she just kept talking and talking. i was willing her to leave but it wasn't working. i feel like her fucking therapist some days.
i went and met with marsha this afternoon. still didn't understand why my meds were changed. then met sean at the bad coffee place, though the coffee wasn't bad today. then over to the pdocs. she said that the changes were old. she increased my lamitctal to where it had been and increased the seroquel. said she didn't want to increase the risperal until i had my blood test done. she said risperdal can increase your prolactin level and that maybe be why i haven't had a period in over a year.
i was a wreck today. every question that sean or the pdoc asked me seemed over my head. and marsha trying to explain my meds to me. i couldn't follow her at all. by the time i met sean for coffee, she said i looked as though i was going to cry. i told her that was a possibility. but i got over it.
the nights have been really lonely lately. i think that's why i've been going to bed so early. i really do just want to say, no more pills.
sean and i are set to go to the food pantry tomorrow afternoon. maybe it'll be easier this time. and my sister is taking me out to dinner tomorrow night. prime rib. she is doing horribly. i wish that i could help her. but i don't feel like i can help anyone right now.
Posted by Lisa ::
6:46 PM ::
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