Monday, February 20, 2006
bored and depressed
been to the tower a few times but no one has been in there. i just took some extra meds that i had hoping to help me not to feel. but i think i need a lot more meds to make that happen. i just want to fall into a dreamless sleep for about three days. three weeks. three years. it doesn't matter. most days are the same. except some days i'm less depressed. but it's always there, hiding in the corner. and some days it hits me full force. like now. all the dreams i once had. all the disappointments. all the things that i've done wrong. wondering who i would be without this constant depression, anxiety and fear. who would i be....
Posted by Lisa ::
11:06 PM ::
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