Friday, January 13, 2006
not much to say today
i slept whenever i could today. called and left a message for sean early this morning that i wasn't up to going to the SS office. she called around noon and offered coffee. at first i said, no. that i just wanted to go back to bed. but then i changed my mind and she picked me up for coffee in town. and it actually tasted like coffee rather than brown water.
i'm really depressed today. i don't know why. well, when has there had to be a reason? fucking depression. i don't remember a day when it hasn't at least been lurking in one corner or another. before i got on these damned mood stabilizers. when i used to feel like i could do anything. i feel like these pills don't just take away the highs but keep me depressed. i don't want to take them anymore. i don't know if you can just go off lamictal or if it has to be gradually taken away. i feel like refusing it in the morning.
Posted by Lisa ::
9:06 PM ::
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